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Insane!!

Wed May 24, 2006, 9:03 AM
just a poem i wrote today.... its screaming "PLEASE READ ME!!!"

Fluorescent streams
Where angels scream
For a link in time is lost.

Leaves falling
In repetitious mourning
For a love’s been betrayed, mistrust.

A silent journey
To last an eternity
For a glowing gem has been cracked!

Tears of metallic crimson blood
The innocent’s eyes slowly flood
The truthful mirror has shattered.

And then the shadows
Residing in the shallows
Of your gloomy, twisted heart.

You ripped me apart
You stole the beat of my heart
And now I’m the one who’s insane!

not falling.....

Mon May 1, 2006, 6:15 AM
"Not Falling"

Always, known in, all my time,
A little left of center now
Reflect as I realize,
That all I need is to find the middle pillar path to sit like the sun by a star in the sky and
just be.
Sinners, casting stones at me

I... I stand, not crawling, not falling down
I... I bleed the demons that drag me down
I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (the center), not falling down (of calms within the eye)
I... I'll bleed, (for no one), The demons, (but myself), that pull me down (for me and no one else)

Goodbye, sunshine, I've put it out again, sad
I'm over, personalities, conflicting, I don't need you, or anyone, but me, I'll just be, living
my own life
I feel my glowing center grow, infecting
I feel alive
Shovel dirt over lime, plant it in myself to sit like a seed under covers of earth and just be
Sinners, pointing fingers at me

I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (by myself), not falling down
I... I bleed, (for no one), the demons, (but myself), that drag me down
I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (the center), not falling down (of calms within the eye)
I... I'll bleed, (for no one), the demons, (but myself), that pull me down (for me and no one else)

Come play kill
Refuse my body, refuse my shadow
Stond cold will
Refuse to lead this, refuse to follow
Bitter pills
Refuse to feed this, refuse to swallow
I'm fueled godless

Come play, come play
KILL
Just be, just be

I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (by myself), not falling down
I... I bleed, (for no one), the demons, (but myself), that drag me down
I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (the center), not falling down (of calms within the eye)
I... I'll bleed, (for no one), the demons, (but myself), that drag me down (for me and no one else)

what the F*** is going on?

Tue Mar 28, 2006, 5:36 AM
It's hard for me to say
These words out aloud
So I'll whisper in your ear
While you tear my heart out

I could never get used to you
not being around
I want to be

It's always raining
I'm always pouring out my soul
We're always fighting
and it's always all my fault
I'm sick of feeling
Like I'm losing self-control
It's always raining
And it's always all my fault

hmpf...4him

Sat Mar 25, 2006, 2:23 AM
I HOPE YOU'RE HAPPY, I HOPE YOU GOT EVERYTHING YOU EVER WANTED......

"Happy" by Mudvayne


In this hole
That is me
The dead are rolling over
In this hole
Thickening
Dirt shoveled over shoulders

I feel it in me
So overwhelmed
All this pressure centerizing
My life overturned
But there than despare
All these scars keep ripping open

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

In this hole
That is me
A life that's growing feeble
In this hole
So limiting
The sun has set; all darkens

Buried underneath
Hands slip off the wheel
Internal path-way to contention

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear me from the bone



Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

Are you
HAPPY

Are you
HAPPY

Are you feeling happy?

In this hole
That is me
Left with a heart exhausted
What's my release??
What sets me free?
Do you pull me up just to push me out again?

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy?

Peel me from the skiiiiiiiiiin
Peel me from the skiiiiiiiiiin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear me from the boooooooooone
Tear me from the boooooooooone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy?

Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy?
Now that I'm lost here with nothing

Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy?
Now that I'm lost here with nothing?

is this for real?

Wed Mar 22, 2006, 9:29 AM
i think im fianally healing, and it doesnt seem real but i might just be getting over this for good!

oh yeah!

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